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THE CRUISE --ILLUSTRATED SCREENPLAY & SCREENCAP GALLERY |
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Every day I feel like a fugitive. It never occurred to them that I'm running from the anti-Cruise every day. And when I was up in front of the Judge for my arraignment, the judge said, "My biggest problem with this case is that this guy, this current person that we're judging, ran from the police for a month." And if I could have spoken -- of course, I wasn't allowed to speak -- I would have said, "It's been a lot more than a month! I've been running from you people all my life. All my life! And I'm going to keep running!" And there's so many prisoners, inmates. There's so many people to be judged. They don't even have time to consider you as a human being. You're filed through as an assembly line. And in some ways it made me think of the fact that in terms of molecular biology we have the same infrastructure as plants. So this entire notion of individuality is a delusion anyway. It's a direful delusion. There is no real individuality except for that which we project. But sitting in the cell block I realized that the pursuit of that so-called individuality is everything I believe in. The fullest pursuit of those possibilities of that quote, unquote "Individuality," even if it is an absolute failure, is the most beautiful failure I can think of.
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