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NORMAN SPINRAD -- AUTOBIOGRAPHY

As in the macrocosm, so in the microcosm.

CONTINUITY

During this period, he took the manuscript with him to Milford, where he met Michael Moorcock, British fiction writer, literary theoretician, and editor of the experimental magazine New Worlds.

FRAME

In the microcosm of science fiction, the countercultural literary trend against was called the "New Wave."

So dubbed by critic Judith Merril to describe a recondite stylistic revolution within the genre taking place primarily in  Britain under the theoretical aegis of Mike Moorcock. But by 1968, the term had come to include anything that its proponents considered taboo-breaking or conservatives believed polluted the vital bodily fluids of the science fiction genre, as exemplified by the stories in Harlan Ellison's landmark DANGEROUS VISIONS anthology. 

And of course by BUG JACK BARRON, "New Wave" by all three definitions, and a novel that had become notorious before it even found a publisher.

It was already notorious in part because I had already gone public on the subject in articles in science fiction fanzine, in appearances at science fiction conventions, even on the radio. I  definitely did not want BUG JACK BARRON published as just another genre sf paperback, but things being what they were, I used my voice wherever I could make it heard.

And took the manuscript with me to the Milford Conference.

CONTINUITY

Moorcock was very enthusiastic about BUG JACK BARRON, and serialized it in New Worlds in six monthly installments. The magazine had a grant from the British Arts Council, and when the W.H. Smith bookstore chain refused to stock it because of their objections to BUG JACK BARRON and the Arts Council successfully pressured them to rescind the ban, questions were raised in Parliament, where Spinrad was called a "degenerate."

Meanwhile, Spinrad was finally persuaded to sell the American book rights to BUG JACK BARRON to Avon Books as a science fiction paperback original.

FRAME

Mike Moorcock was not the only one at Milford who was enthusiastic about the notorious BUG JACK BARRON when they got to read a piece of it. The encouraging reception it got from writers on both sides of the so-called New Wave controversy pulled me out of a  personal pit and dropped me in the middle of a paradox with which I have wrestled ever since.

Ever since BUG JACK BARRON, it has always seemed to me that what I was writing, like much else that got published as "sf," did not belong in the sf marketing category, genre sf being commercially targeted at an audience of literarily and politically unsophisticated male adolescents, and what I wrote, judging from reader response, appealing to a demographic slice that was older, more female, more interested in literary and political matters than in the "action adventure" formula dominant in the sf genre.

A more general audience, conditioned by decades of sf genre packaging not to seek out such fiction within such covers, where in  fact, paradoxically, much of the best of it is fact to be found,  precisely because the writers thereof have been ghettoized therein by the mainstream publishing apparatus, itself conditioned by the very prejudices its own sf lines have done so much to promulgate.

Like other science fiction writers of my generation and our older soul-mates of similar literary ambition -- Ellison, Moorcock, Thomas M. Disch, Barry Maltzberg, Robert Silverberg, Samuel R. Delaney, Philip K. Dick, Brian Aldiss, Leiber, Alfred Bester, Theodore Sturgeon, to name a few -- I have fought to break my work out of this literary ghetto. The paradox being that there has always been more comprehension for this desire to break the bounds of the genre, more emotional and intellectual support for literarily adventurous speculative fiction, within the walls of the very ghetto from which it seeks to escape than from without.

This being the short form of the long analyses in my teaching anthology MODERN SCIENCE FICTION and my critical overview of the literature and its place in society SCIENCE FICTION IN THE REAL WORLD, both published quite later.

FLASHBACK

A year or so of trying to sell BUG JACK BARRON as a major  mainstream novel finally convinced me that I was banging my brains out  against a stone wall. And indeed, as soon as I gave up and unhappily agreed to let Scott Meredith try the sf publishers, the book was involved in a kind of half-assed auction. And after I reluctantly sold the novel to Avon as a paperback original, I managed to secure a simultaneous hardcover edition from Walker Books.

Still, I wanted out. Or rather, in. To larger literary realms. And the only way to do it seemed to be to write a novel that was not science fiction, and to do it without a contract.

This, after having had a contracted novel rejected and bounce around for a year without selling, was scary. Though, upon reflection, maybe not. After all, the $3000 I had finally gotten for  BUG JACK BARRON via competitive bidding was still less than what I had made in two weeks writing a Star Trek script. And my Knight column covered the rent.

And I had a story to tell, or rather several of them that fit together thematically. I take a look backwards for a change, and would write THE CHILDREN OF HAMELIN, relating the karmic connections between the roots the Counterculture in the old Village bohemia, drug dealing, psychotherapy cults, and the fee-reading operation at a  literary agency not entirely unlike Scott Meredith's.

CONTINUITY

About this time, he met Terry Champagne, with whom he was to live for the next year or so.

After he finished THE CHILDREN OF HAMELIN and persuaded Meredith to agent it, he and Terry Champagne moved to London in 1969.

FLASHBACK

Yes, Theresa Louisa Champagne was her real name, and in retrospect it was a relationship that was not so much doomed as destined to be a limited run for a certain season.

Terry was still married to a friend of mine while she was chasing after me, and I was too square to let her catch me until she had resolved her situation. Terry was not into monogamy except  perhaps of the short-term serial variety. Terry was not looking for a permanent relationship, and I was.

Or was I?

For by the time she moved into my Laurel Canyon apartment, I was committed to moving out. All the way to London.

The American publication of BUG JACK BARRON was set, and I was in the process of finishing THE CHILDREN OF HAMELIN. I had become something of a minor countercultural hero in Swinging London in absentia. Who could resist? Why should I? 

Hooking up with Terry didn't change my plans. Terry was an  archetypal child of the Sixties. a stone willing to roll what and wherever. An artist, a topless dancer, a jeweler, a dealer, and when,  through me, she got to take a shot at writing stories and doing journalism, she succeeded at that too, albeit, on her usual terms.  "It's all the same shit," she used to say to me, to my consternation.

If I had ever thought of myself as a hippie, living with Terry Champagne disabused me of any such notion.

After finishing THE CHILDREN OF HAMELIN, I somehow managed to bullshit the Scott Meredith Literary Agency into marketing it despite, uh, certain aspects, and off we went, in March of 1969, via a flood in LA, a blizzard in New York, and a five day barfing seasick crossing on the SS United States, to London, to a Europe that neither of us had ever seen.

FRAME

Neither Terry nor I had been outside of North America before, and  now here we were in London, and at first, it was all an adventure, the scene around New Worlds, the fringes of the Countercultural  underground, Mid-Summer's Eve at Stonehenge, it was all new, even the smell of everything was subtly different.

But after we had sublet at apartment in Bayswater and started actually living in London, it all settled into a sort of normal routine, something like living in New York for me, but more alien for  a California girl like Terry.

Which is to say that London in the end was more interesting to me than to her. She was writing about as much as I was, and good stuff too, but she was never as serious about the literary scene as I was, or for that matter, about much of anything else.

Nor was I getting much writing done waiting for BUG JACK  BARRON to be published, waiting for THE CHILDREN OF HAMELIN to sell as it bounced from publisher to publisher, talking literary theory with  Mike Moorcock and colleagues, playing the minor underground literary  celebrity....

FLASHBACK

After J.G. Ballard and Mike Moorcock backed out, Christopher Priest and I were invited as the token science fiction writers to the  Harrogate Festival of Literature and Science by the noted publisher and literary figure, John Calder. Off we went by train, Chris and his wife, Terry and I, Chris nervous about mingling with all the awesome literary luminaries.

Calder, quite frantic, met the train with his humongous Jaguar saloon, the four of us and two Indian professors stuffed ourselves into it, and Calder started to drive out of the parking lot --

"Oh no, man!" I shouted. "You're gonna --"

Too late. Calder had already driven the Jag halfway down a flight of stone steps, where it hung quivering on its belly-pan.

Calder, freaking, had no idea what to do next.

Somehow, this grand entrance into the literary high life ended any trepidation I might have felt about being a 28 year old sf punk amidst my intellectual betters.

"You stay behind the wheel and gun the engine when I tell to you  to," I told him, "and the rest of us get out and lift the rear end."

And that's how we did it, bouncing the car down the steps in stages. It managed to get us to the hotel before all the oil leaked out, but the repair bill was enormous.

So it goes, as Kurt Vonnegut would say. So it went.

The theme of the conference was the interface between science and technology and literature, but they had one microphone to be passed  among twenty panelists, like an exaggeration of a typical science fiction convention. My experience therewith served me well, and I  sort of began to ooze front and center.

Then, Erich Fried, a German Marxist writer, and his attendant  groupies decided to organize a revolution. This was 1969, I was the  author of the notorious BUG JACK BARRON, and thought my heart was surely in the right revolutionary place, so I attended his evening strategy session in the auditorium as invited.

Fried's thesis was that the relationship between the speakers up on the platform, and the audience down here in rows of seats facing them, was hierarchical, therefore fascist. He would demand that the seats be rearranged in a circle with the audience surrounding the speakers on the same equal level. Much more democratic.

Okay....

But when I looked down, I observed that the chair I was sitting on, like every other seat in the auditorium, was quite thoroughly nailed to the floor. It would take a team of carpenters days to move them all.

When I pointed this out to Fried, he scowled at me with bemused contempt. "Hardly the point!" he sniffed.

Uh-huh.

The next day, Fried stood up in the audience and made his demand backed up by many shouts of "Right On!" from his supporters. There then ensued half an hour of tedious argument about seating  arrangements to the discomfort of the paying customers, and the total  befuddlement of Nigel Calder, the chairman, who had completely lost control.

After a half hour of listening to this totally pointless argument, I had finally had enough. I snatched the one free microphone, and gave Fried what he wanted.

I observed none too gently that, the seats being nailed to the  floor, the argument was moot, the audience was bored with it, and it was time to get on with the program.

"You, sir," Fried shouted righteously on cue, "are a fascist swine and a bastard!" And stormed out of the audience at the head of his troops, as he had obviously planned to do all along.

It was the major media event of the conference. It made all the  papers. That's how I got called a fascist swine and a bastard in every major newspaper in Britain.

Well, not precisely. Because John Calder had spelled my name wrong in the press kit, the fascist bastard was "Norman Spinard."

FRAME

BUG JACK BARRON had been published, THE CHILDREN OF HAMELIN  hadn't sold, I was still writing my monthly column for Knight, but had no other significant source of income, Terry was getting homesick for California, the sublet on the London apartment was up, so, somewhat  reluctantly on my part, perhaps, after a month staggering about the continent after the car we had borrowed from Mike Moorcock expired in Germany, we returned to Richard Nixon's America in the fall of 1969 and rented a house in Laurel Canyon.

FLASHBACK

Coda to Harrogate:

We took the train back to London in the company of, among others, William Burroughs. We had to change at York. Burroughs went to a newsstand after reading matter for the trip and returned with a handful of sleazy British tabloids.

"Look at this stuff!" he chortled. "Juicy!"

They were all full of this lurid Hollywood murder story. Pregnant actress Sharon Tate, wife of Roman Polanski, famous hair stylist to the stars Jay Sebring, and several others had been gorily murdered by a tribe of drug-crazed hippies in thrall to some weirdo named Charles Manson. I never paid attention to crap like that, and marveled at how someone like Burroughs could.

Little did I know how close I was to get to the Manson Family. 

Too close for comfort. And soon.

CONTINUITY

There Spinrad, in 1970-71, wrote THE IRON DREAM, his satire of science fiction, Nazism, and Adolf Hitler, which had emerged as a concept from a conversation in London with Moorcock, during the writing of which his relationship with Terry Champagne ended. 

During this period, he was also writing political journalism, film criticism, and the occasional book review for the Los Angeles Free Press, America's best-selling weekly underground newspaper.

FRAME

A crazy time.

My relationship with Terry was breaking up. I was writing a novel that amounted to channeling the consciousness of Hitler in order  to exorcise the demon of Nazism. And I had become a main man of the Underground Press on the side.

Arthur Kunkin, founder of the Free Press, had hired Brian Kirby as managing editor, and I was one of the writers he brought in. The money was next to nothing, but as a film critic I was on all the freebie review lists, as a political columnist, I developed a certain following, and I loved the instant feedback of weekly journalism, a welcome relief from getting inside the head of Hitler while my relationship was falling apart.

But what I, and everyone else at the paper, could have done without was the Mansonoids.

Kirby had brought in poet and former Fug Ed Sanders from New York  to cover the murder trial of Charlie Manson. As soon as he hit the tarmac at LAX, Ed was writing stuff about how the Establishment was railroading this innocent hippie tribe in order to crush the Counterculture.

Charlie and his Family loved the coverage. They loved the paper.  They loved Ed. There were more of them on the loose than anybody not at the Freep realized. And as the trial progressed, every stoned-out nut in California seemed to want to join the Manson Family too...

The Mansonoids trusted Ed. They trusted him so much that they told him about all these other neat snuffs they had done that only their good buddies at the Free Press now knew about, hee, hee, hee....

So early on we all knew that Manson & Co. were indeed the crazed  killers the wicked Establishment claimed they were, but Kirby had to  keep on their good side, such as it was, the Freep had to hew to the Mansonsoid line, print Charlie's poems and manifestos, or the murderous creeps hanging around the paper might not like us any  more....

Years later, I met Ed Sanders in New York.

He told me that even there, even then, he still slept with the lights on.

One good thing did come of it, though: one of the best front page headlines ever.

Remember when Richard Nixon butted into the trial? "MANSON GUILTY, NIXON DECLARES," screamed the headlines in the Establishment papers.

The next issue of the Free Press carried a piece by Charlie himself about the then-unfolding Watergate scandal.

"NIXON GUILTY, MANSON DECLARES," said Brian Kirby's headline.

How right they both were!

CONTINUITY

THE CHILDREN OF HAMELIN still hadn't found a book publisher, and Brian Kirby, editor of the Free Press, began an unprecedented weekly serialization of the novel in the paper.

FLASHBACK

CONTINUITY

Ernsberger was later fired by Minton, and when the paperback of  PASSING THROUGH THE FLAME was published, the dedication to Ernsberger, which had appeared in the hardcover, was removed. During this period, MCA bought Putnam, and eased out Walter Minton, and Spinrad changed agents again, signing on with the Jane Rotrosen Agency.

FLASHBACK

By the time the paperback came out, Dona and I had moved back to New York, and I saw the first copy in the Putnam office. In the absence of Minton, I raved on about how I was going to talk to certain people in Hollywood who would see to it that he would be gone ere the year was out.

It was admittedly a cheap thrill. Putnam had already been bought by MCA, and from the experience of my friends Betty and Ian Ballantine, I knew all too well what happened to owners who sold their companies to such conglomerates believing they could cash the fat check and still retain effective control.

Then too, Minton was not exactly a hero to his troops. He once fired a couple dozen people at the office Christmas party, to give you  an idea. I was at a big publishing party when it came down. A whole bunch of people from the Putnam office arrived, drunk as skunks, and lugging champagne, which they proceeded to pour for me.

MCA just axed Walter Minton, they told me. How did you do it?  I just smiled enigmatically over the rim of my glass and toasted  his demise.

CONTINUITY

In another attempt to secure major mainstream hardcover publication, Spinrad wrote THE MIND GAME without a contract. Though the completed book seemed on the verge of being accepted by major hardcover houses several times, something always seemed to happen between the editorial and legal end.

FLASHBACK

Was Scientology or the fear thereof responsible? They had certainly complained when their street-solicitor minions appeared in my comic short story in Playboy, "Holy War on 34th Street," and had tried unsuccessfully to get Anchor Books to edit my comments on Hubbard out of MODERN SCIENCE FICTION.

And while THE MIND GAME was bouncing around, we did have this rather peculiar burglary. The apartment was ransacked, but nothing was taken. Not the stereo, not the tv, not Dona's mink coat which was hanging in plain view, not even cash.

A search for a manuscript?

A not-so-friendly warning?

The cops said it was probably crazed dopers.

I could hardly tell them that the burglars hadn't taken my grass either.

FRAME

Whatever the cause, THE MIND GAME wasn't selling, so I decided it was time to write another science fiction novel, and wrote an outline for A WORLD BETWEEN, my meditation on sex roles, feminism, media, and electronic democracy.

My friend David Hartwell wanted to buy it, and I had been instrumental in securing him his position, but unfortunately that  position was sf editor at Putnam-Berkley. I had recommended him to Ernsberger, but at this time, George was already gone and Walter  Minton was still in power.

So Jane Rotrosen auctioned the outline, and the winner was Jove Books, the hot new paperback line just started by Harcourt Brace Jovanovich. And they made a deal to do new editions of THE IRON DREAM and BUG JACK BARRON. And bought THE MIND GAME too.

For the first time in my career, I had some significant capital.

CONTINUITY

Jove published THE IRON DREAM, but before any of Spinrad's other  books there could be published, corporate upheavals at Harcourt Brace Jovanovich intervened. The Jove science fiction program expired, and  Jove itself was sold to Putnam-Berkley, under which corporate aegis it  finally published THE MIND GAME in 1980.

Spinrad, meanwhile, had moved A WORLD BETWEEN to Simon &  Schuster/Pocketbooks, where David Hartwell had started a new line of  books, Timescape. Hartwell published A WORLD BETWEEN as a paperback original, but published Spinrad's next two novels, SONGS FROM THE  STARS and THE VOID CAPTAIN'S TALE in hardcover.

FRAME

SONGS FROM THE STARS was a post-apocalypse alien-contact story, among other things, and I wanted the "narration" of the alien data-packets to be, well, songs, poetry, that is. Could I pull this off?  Fortunately, David Hartwell was an experienced poetry editor whom I could count upon to tell me whether I was making a fool of myself.

David thought the verse worked, with some tinkering, but felt that the 40 pages or so of description around it should be in metric prose.

"Metric prose? What's that?"

David proceeded to teach me, as we went over 40 pages of manuscript, syllable by syllable, phoneme by phoneme. 

Somehow, this learning experience, combined with a scene that had  been kicking around in my head for years without leading anywhere, synergized into THE VOID CAPTAIN'S TALE, a (non)-love-story of the far future written in a kind of "world-speak" called Lingo, my first piece  of book-length fiction in experimental prose since BUG JACK BARRON,  although in a style light-years apart.

I had written three novels since the publication of PASSING THROUGH THE FLAME in 1975, but owing to all these publishing  upheavals, none of them were published until 1979-1980, when all three  of them were published in a space of 18 months. First it looked as if I had had a four year writing block, then as if I had written three major novels in less than two years!

CONTINUITY

In 1976, soon after the writing of A WORLD BETWEEN, Spinrad's relationship with Dona Sadock ended, though the two remained good  friends. In 1980-1982, Spinrad was twice elected President of the Science Fiction Writers of America. During this period he also began a quarterly column of criticism for ISAAC ASIMOV'S SCIENCE FICTION  MAGAZINE, which, at this writing, still continues. In 1982, Universal  Pictures, which had previously had the book under option, bought the film rights to BUG JACK BARRON for $75,000, the film to be written by  Harlan Ellison and directed by Costa-Gavras.

FLASHBACK

Universal was trying to get me to sell them another cheap option, I knew that I could force them to pay me the pick-up money only because Costa-Gavras wanted Harlan to write it. It was a high-stakes game of chicken.

Finally, I got my long awaited $75,000 phone call. I had about two hours to enjoy it. Then I got another phone call telling me that  Phil Dick had had a massive stroke and had lapsed into a terminal  coma.

Universal still owns the film rights to BUG JACK BARRON. To this date, they have pissed away maybe $2 million on the project, and the film has not been made.

CONTINUITY

During this period, he began visiting France, the first time as guest of honor at the Metz Science Fiction Festival. On this trip, in  Paris, he recorded two tracks on Richard Pinhas' album East-West as a cyborged vocalist.

FLASHBACK

"Me sing on a record album, Richard? Are you nuts? I can't even  carry a tune with a fork lift!"

Not to worry, he told me, just write some words to this music, chant them into the microphone, and I, the vocoder, and the computer will do the rest.

So we go into the studio, and I put on the earphones, and start just chanting these simple lyrics, we do some takes like this, and  then....

And then Richard tries something. He lets me hear my own voice being processed through the vocoder circuitry in real-time and something happens.... I'm supplying analog input to the electronic augmentation circuitry, I'm in a positive feedback loop with the vocoder, I'm  collaborating with it, with whatever Richard is doing, manipulating it as it's augmenting me, and out the other end something is singing.... me, maybe, but not quite not-me either, and then....

And then, unbeknownst to me, Richard cuts the vocoder out of the  circuit like Daddy surreptitiously removing the training wheels from a kid's bicycle.

And plays the result back to me.

"That's you," he tells me, "au naturel." And so it was. And so it is. For better or worse, you can hear it on the album, re-released on CD in 1992.

I wrote a piece on the experience for a magazine. And started  playing with the first little electronic keyboards. And got to  thinking....

Electronic circuitry can replace human drummers, even do whole rhythm tracks untouched by human hands....

And if electronic circuitry can make a singer out of me, it can make a rock star out of anyone....

And if out of anyone, why not out of no one, why not virtual rock stars who aren't there to not show up for concerts, or get busted for drugs, or command all that money...?

If the music industry could do this, they sure would, now wouldn't they?

And that was to be the genesis of LITTLE HEROES.

FRAME

But LITTLE HEROES was one book in the future. I had never done a sequel to anything before, or since, but I wanted to do a sequel to THE VOID CAPTAIN'S TALE. Sort of.

THE VOID CAPTAIN'S TALE, narrated in his own "sprach of Lingo," that is, his private melange of human languages, by the Captain in question, takes place entirely on a single space ship, and is written  in a rather hermetic Germanic sprach.

I didn't want to keep the characters, or the setting, or even the style. I wanted to write a wider- screen, more up-beat, joyous bildungsroman from a female point of view, and in a more Latinate,  baroque, wise-cracking sprach of Lingo.....

CONTINUITY

After the hardcover publication of THE VOID CAPTAIN'S TALE by Timescape in 1983, David Hartwell had made a deal for a new thematically-and stylistically related novel, CHILD OF FORTUNE, and  Spinrad once more returned to Los Angeles and rented yet another house  in Laurel Canyon in which to write it.

FLASHBACK

The breakup with Dona left me emotionally devastated, New York  was filled with memories, bad karma, high rents, I was getting  homesick for California, and CHILD OF FORTUNE, with its long sequence in an alien forest of flowers seemed like a California book....

But I had friends in New York, I had plenty of money from various books and the movie deal. So I decided to give New York one more try.  I'd make a fresh start, I'd move into a nice new apartment. After all, I could now afford twice the rent I was presently playing for my crappy little three room railroad flat on Perry Street.

I looked, and looked, and was finally about to give up when I saw an ad for an apartment that seemed perfect. Double my current rent, but I was prepared to pay it.

"Large beautiful four room apt. on tree-lined Village street, eat-in kitchen, sunny garden view...."

Only wasn't there something familiar about the phone number...?

Indeed there was, as it turned out when I called it.

It was the number of my current landlord.

The wonderful apartment I could move into for twice the rent I was paying was a clone of my own in the same building two floors down.

CONTINUITY

Before contracts for CHILD OF FORTUNE could be drawn up, the Timescape line got caught up in a power-struggle between Richard  Snyder, head of Simon & Schuster, and Ron Busch, head of its Pocket Books subsidiary. Snyder canceled the Timescape line and caused Busch to fire Hartwell, simultaneously making a deal with Scott Meredith for his literary agency to package a new line of science fiction for the company.

FLASHBACK

David Hartwell used to throw Friday afternoon parties in his office. Dick Snyder's office had a private dining room and attached kitchen. One Friday, after Snyder had left, Dave snuck up to his office to cop some ice from the machine in his private kitchen.

He returned with a bucket of ice cubes and a dazed expression.

Snyder's ice machine had embossed the cubes with his monogram.

FRAME

Which will give you some idea of the egos involved. But it was corporate hardball too. Busch, not Snyder, had hired Hartwell to start the Timescape line, and now Timescape was doing Pocket Books hardcovers, which Snyder chose to see as infringement by Busch on his turf. So canceling Busch's sf line, and making a deal with his good buddy and my ex-agent Scott Meredith to package a replacement was a ploy in a larger power struggle.

Making Busch take the public heat for a move that was directed  against himself was pure Dick Snyder.

CONTINUITY

The Science Fiction Writers of America, under President Marta Randall, strenuously objected to this obvious conflict of interest.  Randall had been Spinrad's Vice President and his choice to succeed  him, a task she had accepted only on condition that Spinrad make himself available if called upon by her in an emergency. During the  period when this crisis broke, Marta Randall found herself teaching a writers' workshop on an isolated island with only a payphone as her  contact to the outside world.

FLASHBACK

So I found myself representing the SFWA in a loud national four-cornered media battle against, my former agent and employer, and two competing powers within the publisher of my own last three novels!

They never had a chance.

For an agency to package a line of books featuring work by its own writers was a blatant conflict of interest that stank like a codfish in the media moonlight. And to make my job even easier, when Busch canceled Timescape and fired Hartwell, he had told the press that he had done it because the literary quality of Hartwell's product was too high. Meredith would do a much better job of providing cynical schlock.

Guess whose side Publisher's Weekly was on? Guess how it looked in the New York Times and the Washington Post? Guess how happy Gulf & Western, who owned Simon & Schuster, was with Snyder and Busch as they devoured their own feet in public print? 

For about ten days, I found myself dribbling Busch, Snyder, and Meredith in the press like a basketball, not that you had to be a media Magic Johnson to do it.

Then they finally capitulated, Busch actually complained to the New York Times that the SFWA had thrown its weight around unfairly, that we had bullied poor Pocket Books, Simon & Schuster, and Gulf & Western, that I was guilty of practicing "Gunboat Diplomacy.

CONTINUITY

The winners, paradoxically enough, were the SFWA and Dick Snyder.  For the first time in American publishing history, a writers' organization used the public press to overturn a high-level corporate decision at a major publisher. On the other hand, while Snyder was unable to consummate his deal with Scott Meredith, he won the power-struggle with Busch, eventually forcing him out of the company. 

Timescape, however, was still canceled, Hartwell was still fired, and Spinrad was understandably less than confident in his future at Simon & Schuster/Pocketbooks.

He moved CHILD OF FORTUNE to Bantam, who published it in 1985. 

In 1984-86, while writing LITTLE HEROES under contract to Bantam, Spinrad taught the novel at the Clarion West Science Fiction Writer's Workshop in Seattle, where, in 1985, he met Nancy Lee Wood, who writes under the name N. Lee Wood, and was there as a student. In 1986, she  moved into his house in Laurel Canyon.

FRAME

Science fiction writing workshops had proliferated, and I had often expressed my dubious opinion thereof, much preferring Damon Knight's old "No Chiefs, No Indians" formula to the hierarchical  structure of teachers and students, established writers and wannabees.

"Don't knock it till you try it," I was told, particularly by Harlan Ellison. So finally, when I was invited to teach a week at the six week Clarion West Conference, on conditions that I teach the  novel, which no one else had tried to do, the idea being to teach  novelistic structure by having the students turn an idea into an outline.

Somewhat to my own surprise, it worked well enough to persuade me to do it three years in a row, which had never been my intention.

Lee, a resident of Portland at the time, was one of my students  in the middle year, and showed up in Los Angeles a few months later.  We met at various events and venues in between Portland and Los Angeles, during the next year, I went to visit her in Portland, and she finally moved into my house in Los Angeles.

Terry Champagne had written and published while living with me, but this was the first time I had lived with someone who had been a writer before I had met her, and who was as serious about it as I was. 

And we've actually been able to work consistently while living together. I've written two long major novels, 100,000 or so words of short fiction, and much else as of 1993. And Lee has written two and three half novels and quite a bit of short fiction during the same period.

If you don't think this is rare, you don't know that many writing couples. Which is exactly the point - -a writer has a hard enough time  living with anyone and working at the same time. For two of them to do it sharing the same space-time, believe me, ain't smooth and easy!

CONTINUITY

In 1987, Spinrad and Wood traveled together to Europe for the  first time, to England, and then to Paris. The conjunction of their  mutual love for the city, and the political changes occurring in  Europe, caused Spinrad to conceive RUSSIAN SPRING in New York on the way back to Los Angeles, and secure a contract to write it from Bantam.

FLASHBACK

By this time, I had been to Paris by myself several times, most of my books had been published there, I was popular in France, I had a circle of friends in Paris, I had always fantasized living there at some time, but never gotten up the nerve to do it alone.

What I had done, years earlier, while still living in New York, was write the beginning of something I called "La Vie Continue" in  which my future self was living as a political refugee in Paris, in  which the Soviet Union had undergone a "Russian Spring" analogous to  the "Prague Spring" of 1968.... About 12 pages into it, I realized I had the beginning of a much longer work than I had bargained for, and put it aside.

Now, years later, in Los Angeles, I owed Bantam a long novella  for OTHER AMERICAS, a collection they were going to publish, which seemed just the right length for "La Vie Continue," so I sat down and wrote the first draft in LA.

That's right, I wrote "La Vie Continue" before I moved to Paris.  Call it prescience. Call it a flashforward. Call it a self- fulfilling prophecy.

FRAME

One anglophone writer living alone in a francophone culture had always been a scary creative prospect to me, but Lee fell in love with Paris on this first visit, and together I felt we could live in France successfully for a protracted period, even though she spoke no French at the time, and my French was what I had learned on my previous visits.

Then too, I was between drafts on "La Vie Continue," scouting  locations for the rewrite, going around Paris contemplating the life of this American exile who was myself living in the very same city, while at the same time, thanks to Gorbachev, the future I had envisioned for Europe years earlier in New York was beginning to unfold here in real-time.....

The setting of RUSSIAN SPRING, the characters, the context, all  began to come together, and so too the adventure of writing it. This would be a novel dealing with the future of Europe, the Soviet Union, and the United States, would be primarily set in Paris, and so we had an excellent excuse to live there for a year or so while I wrote it.

CONTINUITY

In the summer of 1988, Spinrad and Wood moved to Paris, and soon  hereafter Spinrad was elected President of World SF at a meeting in  Budapest, an international organization of which N. Lee Wood was later to be elected General Secretary.

Shortly thereafter, Spinrad began writing RUSSIAN SPRING, and after finishing the first draft, he and N. Lee Wood traveled to Moscow in the winter of 1989 as guests of the Soviet Writer's Union to do further research for the book, which was not finally finished until about three months before the August 1991 coup attempt, and which was published in the United States the month afterwards.

FLASHBACK

At the World SF meeting in Budapest in 1988, we had met Vitaly Babenko, then a depressed Russian writer having a hard time getting anything published. When we visited Moscow in 1989, he felt he had to sneak into the Peking hotel where we were staying courtesy of the Writer's Union, and I felt I had to be circumspect about seeing him.

By 1992, he was the President of TexT, the second biggest private publisher in Russia, and he had brought us there for the publication of the Russian edition of RUSSIAN SPRING. Mad, mad Moscow! 

He paid me my advance in the form of a huge bag of rubles. Spend  it all before it disappears! we were told by one and all.

It wasn't easy, but we did. Like everyone else in Moscow, we became obsessive shoppers. It was a crash course in the psychology of inflation, believe me.

And how right they were. When I was handed the money, the ruble was 135 to the dollar. Less than a year later it was to be about 1000 to the dollar.

Moscow is a tough, crazy town, but one of the most exciting places I've ever been at this mad moment in history, and as we stood atop the Lenin Hills with some Russian friends the day of our departure, one of them gave me a strange look.

"You like it here, don't you?" she said in some bemusement. "You could live here...."

Maybe she was right. Maybe I could.

CONTINUITY

Spinrad and Wood decided not to return to the United States as residents, though they returned for visits, and were married on one of them in Florida in 1990.

Norman Spinrad's latest novel, PICTURES AT 11, though set in Los Angeles, was written in Paris where he still resides, and deals partially with the strains of German reunification. Completed in the middle of 1993 under contract to Bantam, it has at this writing not yet been scheduled for publication.

FRAME, CONTINUITY, FLASHBACK, FLASHFORWARD

This close to the real-time of me sitting in my Paris apartment writing this attempt at the closure of a story that is not yet finished, they all finally merge.

The story of how two American writers came to Paris for a year or so and ended up staying is certainly material for a whole novel, several of which have probably already been written.

The historical context in which it took place is a novel I have already written, namely RUSSIAN SPRING, conceived on a one month-visit to Paris, developed in New York, treatment written in Los Angeles, first draft written in Paris before Wall came down, before our first  trip to Moscow at the time of the death of Sakharov, and finally published in Russia itself in 1992, in a society not that much unlike what is described in the book, but which didn't exist before it was written.

So why is Norman Spinrad still living in Paris?

The answer is not to be found in "La Vie Continue." The Norman Spinrad in that novella is ten yearsolder than the present writer, and the present writer does not consider himself an American exile, political or otherwise.

I'm not living in Paris because I can't bear to live in the United States.

I'm living in Paris because I want to live in Europe.

We've been here five years now. We've braved the Russian winter.  We've walked through the Berlin Wall in the very process of its demolition. We've both been officers in an international writer's organization. We've made friends in France, Russia, the (former) two Germanies, (former) Yugoslavia, (former) Czechoslovakia, Italy,  Holland, points between. We've been part of their lives and they've been part of ours, and at a time of rapid-fire evolution that is  transforming this supposedly tired old Continent into the cutting edge of the 21st Century.

And I'm doing another cut on one of Richard's albums via the very instrumentalities I predicted in LITTLE HEROES.

Why would an American writer of speculative fiction choose to  live in Europe?

Why not?

Or, as I usually say when asked this question, hey, to an American science fiction writer, Europe isn't merely another planet, it's a whole other solar system!

Planet France, Planet Germany, Planet Russia, Planet Italy, and other major bodies, plus untold scores of ethnic asteroids! And each of them a world entire!

I'm 53 now, improbable as it seems to me. I've lived by my words for 30 years. I've witnessed three decades of history in many places, and been part of some of it. I've been rich and poor. I've been flush and broke. I've fought the good fights, and I've won and lost.  I've achieved a certain amount of literary recognition, but not, of course, what I consider my just share. I've had my ups and downs. I  have my good moments and my bad.

And when I'm really feeling down, I remember a 25-year-old kid stoned on mescaline, walking across 4th Street to the Village, high on  DUNE, and dreaming those crazy prescient dreams....

He was going to be a famous science fiction writer, he would publish many stories and novels, and the many of the people who were his literary idols, inspirations, and role-models would accept him as their equal, would become his allies, his friends.

And his life's mission would be to take this commercial science fiction genre and turn it into something else somehow, write works that transcended its commercial parameters works that could aspire to  the literary company of Burroughs and Mailer and Kerouac, that would open a new Way....

This is what you're here for.

And so I was. And so I am.

When I look into the mirror and am appalled to see this middle-aged guy looking back, when my latest novel fails to make the best-seller lists, when the bills start coming in faster than the checks,  and I bemoan all that I haven't done, all the just desserts that haven't been piled up on my plate, all I long to be and haven't achieved....

Then that 25-year-old kid grins back at me and gives my 53 year old self a swift kick in the psychic ass. At my age now, maybe I know much too much to feel the same, but he's certainly got cause to feel entirely satisfied with the story so far.

Everything he saw in that timeless Einsteinian moment has come to pass.

Everything he wanted to be, I have become.

I look out my window onto my Paris garden. And when I finish  this, I will walk out into the summer streets of Paris, a minor princeling of the City of Light.

Beyond the wild dreams of that 25-year-old kid!

I've become what he wanted to grow up to be and so much more.

I should be satisfied, right?

Sure.

I've spent my whole life looking forward not back. Sure, this 53-year-old has got what that 25 year old wanted.

But I'm not him, and it's not enough, and I'm old and wise enough  now to know that it never will be.

If I live to be a hundred with a Nobel on the mantelpiece, I'll probably say the same thing. 

I'll probably even believe it.

This story doesn't end here.

It begins tomorrow.

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