by Timothy Leary,
Ph.D.

During the first two
years of the Harvard Psychedelic Research Project rumors circulated about
a powerful psychedelic agent called dimethyltryptamine: DMT. The effect of
this substance was supposed to last for less than an hour and to produce
shattering, terrorizing effects. It was alleged to be the nuclear bomb of
the psychedelic family.
The Hungarian
pharmacologist, Stephen Szara, first reported in 1957 that
N,N-Dimethyltryptamine (DMT) and N,N-Diethyltryptamine (DET) produced
effects in man similar to LSD and mescaline. The only difference was in
duration: whereas LSD and mescaline typically last 8 to 10 hours, DMT
lasted from 40 minutes to 1 hour and DET from 2 to 3 hours. The higher
homologues, dipropyltryptamine and dibutyltryptamine, were also said to be
active but less potent. The parent substance, tryptamine, by itself has no
effect. Chemically, DMT is closely related to psilocybin and psilocin
(4-hydroxy-N-dimethyltryptamine), as well as to bufotenine
(5-hydroxy-N-dimethyltryptamine). The mechanism of action of DMT and
related compounds is still a scientific mystery. Like LSD and psilocybin,
DMT has the property of increasing the metabolic turnover of serotonin in
the body. An enzyme capable of converting naturally-occurring tryptamine
to DMT has recently been found in some mammalian tissue; this suggests
that mechanisms may exist whereby the body converts normally-occurring
substances to psychedelic compounds. (1-5)
DMT has been
identified as one of the ingredients in the seeds of Mimosa hostilis, from
which the Pancaru Indians of Pernambuco, Brazil, prepare an hallucinogenic
beverage they call vinho de Jurumena. It is also, along with bufotenine,
one of the ingredients in the seeds of Piptadenia peregrina, from which
the Indians of the Orinoco Basin and of Trinidad prepare an hallucinogenic
snuff they call yopo. (6)
William Burroughs
had tried it in London and reported it in the most negative terms.
Burroughs was working at that time on a theory of neurological geography
-- certain cortical areas were heavenly, other areas were diabolical. Like
explorers moving into a new continent, it was important to map out the
friendly areas and the hostile. In Burroughs' pharmacological cartography,
DMT propelled the voyager into strange and decidedly unfriendly territory.
Burroughs told a
gripping tale about a psychiatrist in London who had taken DMT with a
friend. After a few minutes the frightened friend began requesting help.
The psychiatrist, himself being spun through a universe of shuttling,
vibratory pigments, reached for his hypodermic needle (which had been
fragmented into a shimmering assemblage of wave mosaics) and bent over to
administer an antidote. Much to his dismay his friend, twisting in panic,
was suddenly transformed into a writhing, wiggling reptile,
jewel-encrusted and sparkling. The doctor's dilemma: where to make an
intravenous injection in a squirming, oriental-martian snake?
Alan Watts had a DMT
story to tell. He took the drug as part of a California research and had
planned to demonstrate that he could maintain rational control and verbal
fluency during the experience. The closest equivalent might be to attempt
a moment-to-moment description of one's reactions while being fired out
the muzzle of an atomic cannon with neon-byzantine barreling. Dr. Watts
gave an awe-full description of perceptual fusion.
In the fall of 1962,
while giving a three-day series of lectures to the Southern California
Society of Clinical Psychologists, I fell into discussion with a
psychiatrist who was collecting data on DMT. He had given the drug to over
a hundred subjects and only four had reported pleasant experiences. This
was a challenge to the set-setting hypothesis. According to our evidence,
and in line with our theory, we had found little differentiation among
psychedelic drugs. We were skeptically convinced that the elaborate
clinical differences allegedly found in reactions to different drugs were
psychedelic folk tales. We were sticking to our null hypothesis that the
drugs had no specific effect on consciousness but that expectation,
preparation, emotional climate, and the contract with the drug-giver
accounted for all differences in reaction.
We were eager to see
if the fabled "terror-drug," DMT, would fit the set-setting theory.
A session was
arranged. I came to the home of the researcher, accompanied by a
psychologist, a Vedanta monk and two female friends. After a lengthy and
friendly discussion with the physician, the psychologist lay down on a
couch. His friend's head rested on his chest. I sat on the edge of the
couch, smiling in reassuring expectation. Sixty mg of DMT were
administered intramuscularly.
Within two minutes
the psychologist's face was glowing with serene joy. For the next
twenty-five minutes he gasped and murmured in pleasure, keeping up an
amused and ecstatic account of his visions.
"The faces in the
room had become billion-faceted mosaics of rich and vibrant hues. The
facial characteristics of each of the observers, surrounding the bed, were
the keys to their genetic heritage. Dr. X (the psychiatrist) was a bronzed
American Indian with full ceremonial paint; the Hindu monk was a deep
soulful middle-easterner with eyes which were at once reflecting animal
cunning and the sadness of centuries; Leary was a roguish Irishman, a sea
captain with weathered skin and creases at the corners of eyes which had
looked long and hard into the unseeable, an adventurous skipper of a
three-masted schooner eager to chart new waters, to explore the continent
just beyond, exuding a confidence that comes from a humorous cosmic
awareness of his predicament -- genetic and immediate. And next to me, or
rather on me, or rather in me, or rather more of me -- Billy. Her body was
vibrating in such harmony with mine that each ripple of muscle, the very
coursing of blood through her veins was a matter of absolute intimacy ...
body messages of a subtlety and tenderness both exotically strange and
deliciously familiar. Deep within, a point of heat in my groin slowly but
powerfully and inevitably radiated throughout my body until every cell
became a sun emanating its own life-giving fire. My body was an energy
field, a set of vibrations with each cell pulsing in phase with every
other. And Billy, whose cells now danced the same tune, was no longer a
discrete entity but a resonating part of the single set of vibrations. The
energy was love."
Exactly twenty-five
minutes after administration, the psychologist smiled, sighed, sat up
swinging his legs over the side of the couch and said, "It lasted for a
million years and for a split-second. But it's over and now it's your
turn."
With this reassuring
precedent, I took up position on the couch. Margaret sat on the floor
holding my hand. The psychologist sat at the foot of the couch, radiating
benevolence. The drug was administered.
The First DMT
Experience
My experience with
DMT occurred in the most favorable setting. We had just witnessed the
ecstatic experience of my colleague and the radiance of his reaction
provided a secure and optimistic background. My expectations were
extremely positive.
Five minutes after
i.m. injection, lying comfortably on the bed, I felt typical psychedelic
onset symptoms -- a pleasant somatic looseness, a sensitive tuning-in to
physical sensations.
Eyes closed ...
typical LSD visions, the exquisite beauty of retinal and physical
machinery, transcendence of mental activity, serene detachment. Comforting
awareness of Margaret's hand and the presence of friends.
Suddenly I opened my
eyes and sat up ... the room was celestial, glowing with radiant
illumination ... light, light, light ... the people present were
transfigured ... godlike creatures ... we were all united as one organism.
Beneath the radiant surface I could see the delicate, wondrous body
machinery of each person, the network of muscle and vein and bone --
exquisitely beautiful and all joined, all part of the same process.
Our group was
sharing a paradisial experience -- each one in turn was to be given the
key to eternity -- now it was my turn, I was experiencing this ecstasy for
the group. Later the others would voyage. We were members of a
transcendent collectivity.
Dr. X coached me
tenderly ... handed me a mirror where I saw my face, a stained-glass
portrait.
Margaret's face was
that of all women -- wise, beautiful, eternal. Her eyes were all female
eyes. She murmured exactly the right message. "It can always be this way."
The incredible
complex-unity of the evolutionary process -- staggering, endless in its
variety -- why? Where is it going? etc., etc. The old questions and then
the laughter of amused, ecstatic acceptance. Too much! Too great! Never
mind! It can't be figured out. Love it in gratitude and accept! I would
lean forward to search for meaning in Margaret's china-flecked face and
fall back on the pillow in reverent, awed laughter.
Gradually, the
brilliant illumination faded back to the three-d world and I sat up.
Reborn. Renewed. Radiant with affection and reverence.
This experience took
me to the highest point of LSD illumination -- a jewel-like satori. It was
less internal and more visual and social than my usual LSD experiences.
There was never a second of fear or negative emotion. Some moments of
benign paranoia -- agent of the divine group, etc.
I am left with the
conviction that DMT offers great promise as a transcendental trigger. The
brevity of the reaction has many advantages -- it provides a security in
the knowledge that it will be over in a half hour and should make possible
precise exploration of specific transcendental areas.
The Set And
Setting For The Programmed Experience
Immediately after my
first DMT voyage the drug was administered to the Hindu monk. This
dedicated man had spent fourteen years in meditation and renunciation. He
was a sannyasin, entitled to wear the sacred saffron robe. He has
participated in several psychedelic drug sessions with extremely positive
results and was convinced that the biochemical road to samadhi was not
only valid but perhaps the most natural method for people living in a
technological civilization.
His reaction to DMT
was, however, confusing and unpleasant. Catapulted into a sudden ego-loss,
he struggled to rationalize his experience in terms of classic Hindu
techniques. He kept looking up at the group in puzzled helplessness.
Promptly at twenty-five minutes he sat up, laughed, and said, "What a trip
that was. I really got trapped in karmic hallucinations!"
The lesson was
clear. DMT, like the other psychedelic keys, could open an infinity of
possibilities. Set, setting, suggestibility, temperamental background were
always there as filters through which the ecstatic experience could be
distorted.
On return to
Cambridge, arrangements were made with a drug company and with our medical
consultant to run a systematic research on the new substance. During the
subsequent months we ran over one hundred sessions -- at first training
exercises for experienced researchers and then later trials with subjects
completely inexperienced in psychedelic matters.
The percentage of
successful, ecstatic sessions ran high -- over ninety percent. The
set-setting hypothesis clearly held for DMT in regard to positive
experiences. But there were certain definite characteristics of the DMT
experience which were markedly different from the standard psychedelics --
LSD, psilocybin, mescaline. First of all, the duration. The eight-hour LSD
transformation was reduced to around thirty minutes. The intensity was
greater as well. This is to say, the shattering of learned form
perception, the collapse of learned structure was much more pronounced.
"Eyes closed" produced a soft, silent, lightning fast, whirling dance of
incredible cellular forms -- acre upon acre, mile upon mile of
softly-spinning organic forms. A swirling, tumbling, soft rocket-ride
through the factory of tissue. The variety and irreality of the precise,
exquisite, feathery clockwork organic machinery. Many LSD subjects report
endless odysseys through the network of circulatory tunnels. Not with DMT,
but rather a sub-cellular cloud-ride into a world of ordered, moving
beauty which defies external metaphor.
"Eyes open" produced
a similar collapse of learned structure -- but this time of external
objects. Faces and things no longer had form but were seen as a shimmering
play of vibrations (which is what they are). Perception of solid
structures was seen to be a function of visual nets, mosaics, cobwebs of
light-energy.
The transcendence of
ego-space-time was most often noticed. Subjects frequently complained that
they became so lost in the lovely flow of timeless existences that the
experience ended too soon and was so smooth that landmarks were lacking to
make memory very detailed. The usual milestones for perception and memory
were lacking! There could be no memory of the sequence of visions because
there was no time -- and no memory of structure because space was
converted into flowing process.
To deal with this
problem we instituted programmed sessions. The subject would be asked
every two minutes to respond, or he would be presented with an agreed-upon
stimulus every two minutes. The landmarks would, in this way, be provided
by the experimenter -- the temporal sequence could be broken up into
stages and the flow of visions would be divided into topics.
As an example of a
programmed session using DMT, let us consider the following report: The
plan for this session involved the experiential typewriter. This device,
which is described in a previous article (7) is designed to allow
non-verbal communication during psychedelic sessions. There are two
keyboards with ten buttons for each hand. The twenty keys are connected to
a twenty-pen polygraph which registers an ink mark on a flowing roll of
paper each time a key is struck.
The subject must
learn the codes for the range of experience before the session and is
trained to respond automatically, indicating the area of his
consciousness.
In this study it was
agreed that I would be questioned every two minutes, to indicate the
content of my awareness.
The session took
place in a special session room, eight-by-twenty, which was completely
covered, ceiling, walls and floor, by warm, colorful India prints. The
session followed the "alternating guide" model: another researcher, a
psychopharmacologist, was to act as interrogator for my session. The
pharmacologist was then to repeat the session with Leary as interrogator.
At 8:10 p.m. I
received 60 mgs of DMT.
The Second DMT
Experience
Lay back on
mattress, arranging cushions ... relaxed and anticipatory ... somewhat
amused by our attempt to impose time-content mileposts on the flow of
process ... soft humming noise ... eyes closed ... suddenly, as if someone
touched a button, the static darkness of retina is illuminated ...
enormous toy-jewel-clock factory, Santa Claus workshop ... not impersonal
or engineered, but jolly, comic, light-hearted. The evolutionary dance,
humming with energy, billions of variegated forms spinning, clicking
through their appointed rounds in the smooth ballet ...
MINUTE 2. TIM: WHERE
ARE YOU NOW? Ralph's voice, stately, kind ... what? where? You? ... open
eyes ... there squatting next to me are two magnificent insects ... skin
burnished, glowing metallic, with hammered jewels inlaid ... richly
costumed, they looked at me sweetly ... dear, radiant Venutian crickets
... one has a pad in his lap and is holding out a gem-encrusted box with
undulating trapezoidal glowing sections ... questioning look ...
incredible ... and next to him Mrs. Diamond Cricket softly slides into a
lattice-work of vibrations ... Dr. Ruby-emerald Cricket smiles ... TIM
WHERE ARE YOU NOW ... moves box towards me ... oh yes ... try to tell them
... where ... At two minutes, the subject was smiling with eyes closed.
When asked to report he opened his eyes, looked at the observers
curiously, smiled. When the orientation question was repeated he chuckled,
moved his finger searchingly over the typewriter and (with a look of
amused tolerance) stabbed at the "cognitive activity" key. He then fell
back with a sigh and closed his eyes. Use mind ... explain ... look down
at undulating boxes ... struggle to focus ... use mind ... yes COGNITIVE
... there ...
Eyes close ... back
to dancing workshop ... joy ... incredible beauty ... the wonder, wonder,
wonder ... thanks ... thanks for the chance to see the dance ... all
hooked together ... everything fits into the moist, pulsating pattern ...
a huge grey-white mountain cliff, moving, pocked by little caves and in
each cave a band of radar-antennae, elf-like insects merrily working away,
each cave the same, the grey-white wall endlessly parading by ... infinity
of life forms ... merry erotic energy nets ...
MINUTE 4. TIM, WHERE
ARE YOU NOW? Spinning out in the tapestry of space comes the voice from
down below ... dear kindly earth-voice ... earth-station calling ... where
are you?... what a joke ... how to answer ... I am in the bubbling beaker
of the cosmic alchemist ... no, now softly-falling star dust exploding in
the branches of the stellar ivory birch tree ... what? ... open eyes ...
oh dear lapidary insect friends ... Ralph and Susan beautiful orange
lobsters watching me gently ... faces shattered into stained-glass mosaic
... Dr. Tiffany Lobster holds out the casket of trapezoidal sections ...
look at glowing key ... where is Venutian ecstasy key? ... where is key
for the stellar explosion of the year 3000? ... EXTERNAL PROCESS IMAGES
... yes ... hit the key ... tumble back to Persepolic pulse ... At four
minutes the subject was still smiling with eyes closed. When asked to
report, he opened his eyes and laughed. He looked at the observers with
twinkling eyes, studied the keyboard of the experiential typewriter and
pressed the EXTERNAL PROCESS IMAGE key. He then fell back and closed his
eyes.
How nice... they are
down there... waiting ... no words up here to describe ... they have words
down there ... see rolling waves of colored forms whirling up, bouncing
jolly ... where do they come from ... who is architect ... merciless ...
each undulating dancing factory devouring other ... devouring me ...
pitiless pattern ... what to do ... terror ... ah let it come ... eat me
... whirl me up in the ocean of snowflake mouths ... all right ... how it
all fits together ... auto-pilot ... it's all worked out ... it's all on
auto-pilot ... suddenly my body snaps and begins to disintegrate ... flow
out into the river of energy ... good-by e... gone ... I that was is now
absorbed in electron flash ... beamed across star space in orgasm pulses
of particle motion ... release ... flashing light, light, light...
MINUTE 6. TIM, WHERE
ARE YOU NOW? Earth voice calling ... you there, meson hurdling in nuclear
orbit ... incorporate ... trap the streaking energy particle ... slow down
... freeze into body structure ... return ... with flick of open eye the
nuclear dance suddenly skids into static form ... see two clusters of
electrons shimmering ... the Ralph galaxy calling ... the Mrs. Ralph
galaxy smiling ... the energy dance caught momentarily in friendly robot
form ... hello ... next to them a candle flame ... center of million-armed
web of light beams ... the room is caught in a lattice of light-energy ...
shimmering ... all vision is light ... there is nothing to see but light
waves ... photons reflected from Ralph's quizzical smile ... awaits the
answer ... photons bouncing off the quivering keys of the typewriter ...
how easy to beam a radio message down ... finger taps EXTERNAL PROCESS
IMAGES ... At six minutes the subject had just finished frowning in what
seemed like a passing fear or problem. When contacted to report, he
glanced around the room and without hesitation pressed the EXTERNAL
PROCESS KEY. He then closed his eyes.
Eyes closed but
after-image of candle-flame remains ... eyeballs trapped in orbit around
internal light center ... celestial radiance from the light center ...
light of sun ... all light is sun ... light is life ... live, lux, luce,
life ... all is a dance of light-life ... all life is the wire ...
carrying light ... all light is the frail filament of the light ... solar
silent sound ... beamed out from sun-flare ... light-life ...
MINUTE 8. TIM, WHERE
ARE YOU NOW? In the heart of the sun's hydrogen explosion ... our globe is
light's globe ... open eyes drape curtain over sun flare ... open eyes
bring blindness ... shut off internal radiance ... see chiaroscuro God
holding shadow box ... where is life? ... press WHITE LIGHT KEY. At eight
minutes the subject, who had been lying motionless against the cushions,
opened his eyes. His expression was dazed, surprised. Without expression
he pressed key for WHITE LIGHT.
Keep eyes open ...
fixed ... caught ... hypnotized ... whole room, flowered walls, cushions,
candle, human forms all vibrating ... all waves having no form ...
terrible stillness ... just silent energy flow ... if you move you will
shatter the pattern ... all remembered forms, meanings, identities
meaningless ... gone ... all is a pitiless emanation of physical waves ...
phenomena are television impulses crackling across an interstellar program
... our sun is one point on an astrophysical television screen ... our
galaxy is a tiny cluster of points on one corner of the TV screen ... each
time a supernova explodes it is simply that point on the screen changing
... the ten billion year cycle of our universe is a millisecond flash of
light on the cosmic screen which flows endlessly and swiftly with images
... sitting motionless ... not wishing to move, to impose motion on the
pattern ... motionless in speed-of-light motion ...
MINUTE 10. TIM,
WHERE ARE YOU NOW? Ground-tower beaming up navigational query ... flood of
amazed love that we can contact each other ... we do remain in contact ...
where was that cluster then ... hallucinating ... science-fiction
metaphors ... where is key ... there ... EXTERNAL HALLUCINATIONS ... From
eight to ten minutes the subject sat motionless, eyes open in a
trance-like state. There was no attempt to communicate. When contacted he
moved slowly but surely and pressed the EXTERNAL HALLUCINATIONS KEY.
Quotes from the
Research Questionnaire filled out after the session: loss of space-time
... merging with energy flux ... seeing all life forms as physical waves
... loss of body ... existence as energy ... awareness that our bodies are
momentary clusters of energy and that we are capable of tuning in on
patterns of non-organic patterns ... certainty that life processes are on
"auto-pilot" ... there is nothing to fear or worry about ... a feeling of
freedom to go back and "freeze" the energy process momentarily in the old
ego-robot ... a reminder of the infinite unfolding complexity and
endlessness of the life process ... sudden understanding of the meaning of
terms from Indian philosophy such as "maya," "maha-maya," "lila" ...
insight into the nature and varieties of transcendental states ... the
void-white-light-content-less, meta-life-inorganic ecstasy ... the
Kundalini-life-force-biological-squirming-moist-sexual organic ecstasy ...
the singing-genetic-code-blueprint-temporary-structuring-of-form ecstasy
and the ...
MINUTE 12. TIM,
WHERE ARE YOU NOW? Open eyes ... laugh ... caught by vigilant ground-tower
while orbiting around earthy-mind-figure-it-out area ... where is key for
thinking earth-word thoughts ... hallucinations ... no, the thinking game
... press COGNITIVE KEY ... From the tenth to twelfth minute the subject
sat looking blankly and without motion at the wall of the room. When
contacted he smiled and pressed the COGNITIVE key.
Above head is light
bulb covered with scalloped light blue shade ... circling up to the
glowing shade are ribbons of waves ... silent ... beckoning ... inviting
... join the dance ... leave your robot ... a whole universe of
delightful, aerial choreography awaits ... yes join them ... suddenly,
like smoke rising from a cigarette, consciousness circled up ... swooping
graceful gull-paths up to light source and, soundlessly, through into
another dimension ... from the research questionnaire: a description of
the level reached is a prose yoga beyond present attainment ... there were
billions-of-file-cards, helical in shape, which, flicked through,
confronted me with an endless library of events, forms, visual
perceptions, not abstract but all experiential ... a billion years of
coded experience, classified, preserved in brilliant, pulsating, cool
clarity that made ordinary reality seem like an out-of-focus, tattered,
jerky, fluttering of peep-show cards, tawdry and worn ... any thought once
thought, instantly came alive and flicked by the shuttered aperture of
consciousness ... but at the same time there was no one to observe ... I
... he ... the one-aware ... all humming in electronic, technicolor SEE!
vision for one who has been centuries blind ...
MINUTE 14. TIM,
WHERE ARE YOU NOW? Oh, where are we now? ... oh listen, here's where we
are ... once there was a glowing electric dot, a flash reflected from the
heart of a cut diamond which, oh there, now, caught the light of sun flame
and glittered ... sudden flash in pre-cambrian mud ... the dot stirs and
quivers with tremble-strain-exultant-singing-throbbing-shuddering twist
upwards and a serpent began to writhe up and through the soft, warm silt
... tiny, the size of a virus ... growing ... the enormous length of a
microscopic bacillus ... flowing exultantly, always singing the Hindu
flute-song ... always bursting out, enfoliating ... now the size of the
moss root, churning through fibred-cunt-mattress-moist-spasm churning ...
growing ... growing ... ever exfoliating its own vision ... always blind
except for the forward point of light-eye ... now belts of serpent skin,
mosaic-jeweled rhythmically jerking, snake-wise forward ... now the size
of a tree-trunk, gnarled and horny with the sperm-sap moving within ...
now swelling, tumescent into Mississippi flood of tissue writhing ...
pink, silt current of singing fire ... now circling globe, squeezing green
salt oceans and jagged brown-shale mountains with constrictor grasp ...
serpent flowing blindly, now a billion-mile endless electric-cord
vertebrated writhing cobra singing Hindu flute-song ... penis head
throbbing ... plunged into all smells, all color tapestry of tissue ...
blind writhing, circled tumescent serpent blind, blind, blind, except for
the one jeweled eye through which, for one frame's flickered second each
cell in the advancing parade is permitted that one moment face-to-face,
eyeball to solar flame insight into the past future ...
TIM, TIM, WHERE ARE
YOU NOW? La Guardia tower repeats request for contact with the ship lost
out of radar scope ... where? ... I am eye of the great snak e... a fold
of serpent skin, radiating trapezoidal inquiry swims into focus ...
register conscious content ... where are you? ... here ... INTERNAL
HALLUCINATIONS. From minute twelve to fourteen the subject sat silent with
eyes closed. When contacted he failed to respond and after thirty seconds
was contacted again. He then pressed EXTERNAL HALLUCINATION key.
The session
continued with two minute interruptions until the twentieth minute in the
same pattern: timeless flights into hallucinatory or pure energy vibration
fields with sudden contractions to reality in response to the observer's
questions.
The session report
filled out the next day contained the following comments about this method
of session programming.
This session
suggested some solutions about the problem of communicating during
psychedelic experiences. The person "up there" is being whirled through
experiences which spin by so rapidly and contain structural content so
different from our familiar macroscopic forms that he cannot possibly
describe where he is or what he is experiencing. Consider the analogy to
the pilot of a plane who has lost his bearings who is talking by radio to
La Guardia tower. The pilot is experiencing many events -- he can describe
the cloud formations, lightning flashes, the etching of ice on the plane
window -- but none of this makes any sense to the tower technicians who
are attempting to plot his course in the three-dimensional language of
navigation. The person "up there" cannot provide the categories. The
ground control personnel must radio them "up." 'Cessna 64 Bravo, our radar
scopes show you are fifteen miles southwest of International Airport. The
red glow you see is the reflection of Manhattan. To head on a course for
Boston you must change your course to 57 degrees and maintain an altitude
of 5500.'
But the language of
psychology is not sophisticated enough to provide such parameters. Nor are
there experiential compasses to determine direction.
What we can do, at
this point, is to set up "flight plans." The subject can work out, before
the session, the areas of experience he wishes to engage; and he can plan
the temporal sequence of his visionary voyage. He will not be able, during
the flight to tell "ground control" where he is, but ground control can
contact him and tell him where to proceed. Thus, during this session, when
Ralph asked, WHERE ARE YOU NOW?, I could not respond. I had to descend,
slow up the flow of experience and then tell him where I ended up.
When the contact
question came I would be hurtling through other galaxies. In order to
respond, I had to stop my free rocketing, tumbling flight, return near the
earth and say: "I am over New Haven."
This session was a
continual, serial "come-down." I repeatedly had to stop the flow in order
to respond. My cortex was receiving hundreds of impulses a second, but in
order to respond to ground control's questions I had to grind the ship to
a slow stall to say, at that moment. "I am here."
This session
suggests that a more efficient way to chart psychedelic experiences would
be to: 1) memorize the keyboard of the experiential typewriter so that
communication down to ground control could be automatic, and 2) plan the
flight in such a way that the ground control would not ask unanswerable
questions -- "Where am I indeed!" but would tell the subject where to go.
Then the communication task of the voyager would be to indicate if he were
on course, i.e., that he was or was not following the flight instructions
radioed up by ground control.
Ground control
should send up stimuli. Suggestivity is wide open. La Guardia tower
directs the flight.
Did you learn
anything of value from this session? If so, please specify: "Session was
of great value. I am clearly and strongly motivated to work out methods of
ground control and planned flights."
Approximately how
much of the session (in % of time) was spent in each of the following
areas?
A. Interpersonal
games 10% (fondness for observers)
B. Exploring or discovering self, or self games 0%
C. Other games
(social, intellectual, religious) 70% (intellectual, struggling with
problem of communication)
D. Non-game
transcendence 20% (continually by questions)
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