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RAM DASS: FIERCE GRACE -- ILLUSTRATED SCREENPLAY & SCREENCAP GALLERY |
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And that experience freed me. I became identified with the spiritual being inside of myself. [Ram Dass] So you start to have this dissociative experience, where all that you become is awareness, is a point of awareness. That's all that's left. I remember the first time this happened to me, as professor went, and middle-class boy went, and pilot went, and all of my games were like going off in the distance. I got this terrible panic because indeed, I was going to cease to exist. And I got the panic which is the panic that precedes the psychological death. Because indeed, Richard Alpert was dying at that point. And the panic was, "No, stop, stop! I've got to hold on to something so I'll know who I am." And Timothy, the wise old Timothy always says things like, "Trust your nervous system." [Ram Dass] From then on, I've been somebody who, in here is the cue. [Dr. Ralph Metzner, Psychologist] We were research psychologists, so suddenly there is this unusual experience, so how do you research it? [Ram Dass] There were two experiments: one was the prison project where we were trying to show these drugs give you a reorientation about life. |