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Chapter 1
It came time to put Manny in a school, The government had a
special school. The law stipulated that Manny could not go to a
regular school because of his condition; there was nothing Elias Tate
could do about that. He could not get around the government ruling because this was Earth and the zone of evil lay over
everything, Elias could feel it and, probably, the boy could feel
it, too.
Elias understood what the zone signified but of course the boy
did not. At the age of six Manny looked lovely and strong but he
seemed half-asleep all the time, as if (Elias reflected) he had not
yet been completely born.
"You know what today is?" Elias asked.
The boy smiled.
"OK," Elias said, "Well, a lot depends on the teacher. How
much do you remember, Manny? Do you remember Rybys?" He
got out a hologram of Rybys, the boy's mother, and held it to the
light, "Look at Rybys," Elias said, "Just for a second."
Someday the boy's memories would come back. Something,
a disinhibiting stimulus fired at the boy by his own prearrangement, would trigger anamnesis
-- the loss of amnesia, and all the
memories would flood back: his conception on CY30-CY30B, the
period in Rybys's womb as she battled her dreadful illness, the
trip to Earth, perhaps even the interrogation. In his mother's
womb Manny had advised the three of them: Herb Asher, Elias
Tate and Rybys herself. But then had come the accident, if it
really had been accidental. And because of that the damage.
And, because of the damage, forgetfulness.
The two of them took the local rail to the school. A fussy little
man met them, a Mr. Plaudet; he was enthusiastic and wanted to
shake hands with Manny. It was evident to Elias Tate that this
was the government. First they shake hands with you, he hought, and then they murder you.
"So here we have Emmanuel," Plaudet said, beaming.
Several other small children played in the fenced yard of the
school. The boy pressed against Elias Tate shyly, obviously
wanting to play but afraid to.
"What a nice name," Plaudet said. "Can you say your name,
Emmanuel?" he asked the boy, bending down. "Can you say
'Emmanuel'?
"God with us," the boy said.
"I beg your pardon?" Plaudet said.
Elias Tate said, "That's what 'Emmanuel' means. That's why
his mother chose it. She was killed in an air collision before
Manny was born."
"I was in a synthowomb," Manny said.
"Did the dysfunction originate from the --" Plaudet began,
but Elias Tate waved him into silence.
Flustered, Plaudet consulted his clipboard of typed notes.
"Let's see ... you're not the boy's father. You're his great-uncle."
"His father is in cryonic suspension."
"The same air collision?"
"Yes," Elias said. "He's waiting for a spleen."
"It's amazing that in six years they haven't been able to come
up with --"
"I am not going to discuss Herb Asher's death in front of the
boy," Elias said.
"But he knows his father will be returning to life?" Plaudet
said.
"Of course. I am going to spend several days here at the
school watching to see how you handle the children. If I do not
approve, if you use too much physical force, I am taking Manny
out, law or no law. I presume you will be teaching him the usual
bullshit that goes on in these schools. It's not something I'm
especially pleased about, but neither is it something that worries
me. Once I am satisfied with the school you will be paid for a
year ahead. I object to bringing him here, but that is the law. I
don't hold you personally responsible." Elias Tate smiled.
Wind blew through the canes of bamboo growing at the rim of
the play area. Manny listened to the wind, cocking his head and
frowning. Elias patted him on the shoulder and wondered what the wind
was telling the boy. Does it say who you are? he wondered. Does it tell you your name?
The name, he thought, that no one is to say.
A child, a little girl wearing a white frock, approached Manny,
her hand out. "Hi," she said. "You're new."
The wind, in the bamboo, rustled on.
***
Although dead and in cryonic suspension, Herb Asher was
having his own problems. Very close to the Cry-Labs, Incorporated, warehouse a fifty-thousand-watt FM transmitter had been
located the year before. For reasons unknown to anyone the
cryonic equipment had begun picking up the powerful nearby FM
signal. Thus Herb Asher, as well as everyone else in suspension
at Cry-Labs, had to listen to elevator music all day and all night,
the station being what it liked to call a "pleasing sounds" outfit.
Right now an all-string version of tunes from Fiddler on the
Roof assailed the dead at Cry-Labs. This was especially distasteful to Herb Asher because he was in the part of his cycle where
he was under the impression that he was still alive. In his frozen
brain a limited world stretched out of an archaic nature; Herb
Asher supposed himself to be back on the little planet of the
CY30-CY30B system where he had maintained his dome in those
crucial years ...crucial, in that he had met Rybys Rommey,
migrated back to Earth with her, after formally marrying her, and
then getting himself interrogated by the Terran authorities and,
as if that were not enough, getting himself perfunctorily killed in
an air collision that was in no way his fault. Worse yet, his wife
had been killed and in such a fashion that no organ transplant
would revive her; her pretty little head, as the robot doctor had
explained it to Herb, had been riven in twain -- a typical robot
word-choice.
However, inasmuch as Herb Asher imagined himself still back
in his dome in the star system CY30-CY30B, he did not realize
that Rybys was dead. In fact he did not know her yet. This was
before the arrival of the supplyman who had brought him news of
Rybys in her own dome.
***
Herb Asher lay on his bunk listening to his favorite tape of
Linda Fox. He was trying to account for a background noise of
soupy strings rendering songs from one or another of the well-known light operas or Broadway shows or some damn thing of
the late twentieth century. Apparently his receiving and recording gear needed an overhaul. Perhaps the original signal from
which he had made the Linda Fox tape had drifted. Fuck it, he
thought dismally. I'll have to do some repairing. That meant getting out of his bunk, finding his tool kit, shutting down his receiving and recording equipment -- it meant work.
Meanwhile, he listened with eyes shut to the Fox.
Weep you no more, sad fountains;
What need you flow so fast?
Look how the snowy mountains
Heaven's sun doth gently waste.
But my sun's heavenly eyes
View not your weeping
That now lies sleeping ...
This was the best song the Fox had ever sung, from the Third
and Last Booke of lute songs of John Dowland who had lived at
the time of Shakespeare and whose music the Fox had remastered for the world of today.
Annoyed by the interference, he shut off the tape transport
with his remote programmer. But, mirabile dictu, the soupy
string music continued, even though the Fox fell silent. So, resigned, he shut off the entire audio system.
Even so, Fiddler on the Roof in the form of eighty-seven
strings continued. The sound of it filled his little dome, audible
over the gjurk- jurk of the air compressor. And then it came to
him that he had been hearing Fiddler on the Roof for -- good God! -- it was something like three days, now.
This is awful, Herb Asher realized. Here I am billions of miles
out in space listening to eighty-seven strings forever and ever.
Something is wrong.
Actually a lot of things had gone wrong during the recent year.
He had made a dreadful mistake in emigrating from the Sol System. He had failed to note that return to the Sol System became
automatically illegal for ten full years. This was how the dual
state that governed the Sol System guaranteed a flow of people
out and away but no flow back in return. His alternative had been
to serve in the Army, which meant certain death. SKY OR FRY was
the slogan showing up on government TV commercials. You
either emigrated or they burned your ass in some fruitless war.
The government did not even bother to justify war, now. They
just sent you out, killed you and recruited a replacement. It all
came from the unification of the Communist Party and the Catholic Church into one mega-apparatus, with two chiefs-of-state, as
in ancient Sparta.
Here, at least, he was safe from being murdered by the government. He could, of course, be murdered by one of the ratlike
autochthons of the planet, but that was not very likely. The few
remaining autochthons had never assassinated any of the human
domers who had appeared with their microwave transmitters and
psychotronic boosters, fake food (fake as far as Herb Asher was
concerned; it tasted dreadful) and meager creature comforts of
complex nature, all items that baffled the simple autochthons
without arousing their curiosity.
I'll bet the mother ship is directly overhead, Herb Asher said
to himself. It's beaming Fiddler on the Roof down at me with its
psychotronic gun. As a joke.
He got up from his bunk, walked unsteadily to his board and
examined his number-three radar screen. The mother ship, according to the screen, was nowhere around. So that wasn't it.
Damndest thing, he thought. He could see with his own eyes
that his audio system had correctly shut down, and still the sound
oozed around the dome. And it didn't seem to emanate from one
particular spot; it seemed to manifest itself equally everywhere.
Seated at his board he contacted the mother ship. "Are you
transmitting Fiddler on the Roof!" he asked the ship's operator
circuit.
A pause. Then, "Yes, we have a video tape of Fiddler on the
Roof, with Topol, Norma Crane, Molly Picon, Paul --"
"No," he broke in. "What are you getting from Fomalhaut
right now? Anything with all strings?"
"Oh, you're Station Five. The Linda Fox man."
"Is that how I'm known?" Asher said.
"We will comply. Prepare to receive at high speed two new
Linda Fox aud tapes. Are you set to record?"
"I'm asking about another matter," Asher said.
"We are now transmitting at high speed. Thank you." The
mother ship's operator circuit shut off; Herb Asher found himself
listening to vastly speeded-up sounds as the mother ship complied with a request he had not made.
When the transmission from the mother ship ceased he contacted its operator circuit again.
"I'm getting 'Matchmaker,
Matchmaker' for ten hours straight," he said. "I'm sick of it. Are
you bouncing a signal off someone's relay shield?"
The operator circuit of the mother ship said, "It is my job
continually to bounce signals off somebody's --"
"Over and out," Herb Asher said, and cut the circuit of the
mother ship off.
Through the port of his dome he made out a bent figure shuffling
across the frozen wasteland. An autochthon gripping a meager bundle; it was on some errand.
Pressing the switch of the external bullhorn, Herb Asher said,
"Step in here a minute, Clem." This was the name the human
settlers had given to the autochthons, to all of them, since they
all looked alike. "I need a second opinion."
The autochthon, scowling, shuffled to the hatch of the dome
and signaled for entry. Herb Asher activated the hatch mechanism and the intermediate membrane dropped into place. The
autochthon disappeared inside. A moment later the displeased
autochthon stood within the dome, shaking off methane crystals
and glowering at Herb Asher.
Getting out his translating computer, Asher spoke to the
autochthon. "This will take just a moment." His analog voice issued from the instrument in a series of clicks and clacks. "I'm
getting audio interference that I can't shut off. Is it something
your people are doing? Listen."
The autochthon listened, his rootlike face twisted and dark.
Finally he spoke, and his voice, in English, assumed an unusual
harshness. "I hear nothing."
"You're lying," Herb Asher said.
The autochthon said, "I am not lying. Perhaps your mind has
gone, due to isolation."
"I thrive on isolation. Anyhow I'm not isolated." He had,
after all, the Fox to keep him company.
"I've seen it happen," the autochthon said. "Domers like you
suddenly imagine voices and shapes."
Herb Asher got out his stereo microphones, turned on his tape
recorder and watched the VU meters. They showed nothing. He
turned the gain up to full. Still the VU meters remained idle; their
needles did not move. Asher coughed and at once both needles
swung wildly and the overload diodes flashed red. Well, the tape
recorder simply was not picking up the soupy string music, for
some reason. He was more perplexed than ever. The autochthon,
seeing all this, smiled.
Into the stereo microphones Asher said distinctly, "O tell
me all about Anna Livia! I want to hear all about Anna Livia.
Well, you know Anna Livia? Yes, of course, we all know Anna
Livia. Tell me all. Tell me now. You'll die when you hear. Well,
you know, when the old cheb went futt and did what you know.
Yes, I know, go on. Wash quit and don't be dabbling. Tuck up
your sleeves and loosen your talktapes. And don't butt me --
hike! -- when you bend. Or whatever --'"
"What is this?" the autochthon said, listening to the translation into his own tongue.
Grinning, Herb Asher said, "A famous Terran book. "Look,
look, the dusk is growing. My branches lofty are taking root. And
my cold cher's gone ashley. Fieluhr? Filou! What age is at? It
saon is late. 'Tis endless now senne --'"
"The man is mad," the autochthon said, and turned toward
the hatch, to leave.
"It's Finnegans Wake," Herb Asher said. "I hope the
translating computer got it for you. 'Can't hear with the waters of. The
chittering waters of. Flittering bats, field mice bawk talk. Ho! Are
you not gone ahome? What Thom Malone? Can't hear --'"
The autochthon had left, convinced of Herb Asher's insanity.
Asher watched him through the port; the autochthon strode away
from the dome in indignation.
Again pressing the switch of the external bullhorn, Herb
Asher yelled after the retreating figure, "You think James Joyce
was crazy, is that what you think? Okay; then explain to me how
come he mentions 'talktapes' which means audio tapes in a book
he wrote starting in 1922 and which he completed in 1939, before
there were tape recorders! You call that crazy? He also has them
sitting around a TV set -- in a book started four years after World
War I. I think Joyce was a --"
The autochthon had disappeared over a ridge. Asher released
the switch on the external bullhorn.
It's impossible that James Joyce could have mentioned "talk-tapes" in his writing, Asher thought. Someday I'm going to get
my article published; I'm going to prove that Finnegans Wake is
an information pool based on computer memory systems that
didn't exist until a century after James Joyce's era; that Joyce
was plugged into a cosmic consciousness from which he derived
the inspiration for his entire corpus of work. I'll be famous forever.
What must it have been like, he wondered, to actually hear
Cathy Berberian read from Ulysses? If only she had recorded the
whole book. But, he realized, we have Linda Fox.
His tape recorder was still on, still recording. Aloud, Herb
Asher said, "I shall say the hundred- letter thunder word." The
needles of the VU meters swung obediently "Here I go," Asher
said, and took a deep breath. "This is the hundred-letter thunder
word from Finnegans Wake. I forget how it goes." He went to
the bookshelf and got down the cassette of Finnegans Wake. "I
shall not recite it from memory," he said, inserting the cassette
and rolling it to the first page of the text. "It is the longest word
in the English language," he said. "It is the sound made when
the primordial schism occurred in the cosmos, when part of the
damaged cosmos fell into darkness and evil. Originally we had
the Garden of Eden, as Joyce points out. Joyce --"
His radio sputtered on. The foodman was contacting him,
telling him to prepare to receive a shipment.
"...
awake?" the radio said. Hopefully.
Contact with another human. Herb Asher shrank involuntarily. Oh Christ, he thought. He trembled. No, he thought,
Please no.
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